5:37 AM
i jus reach home from school
pon tuition
didn't want to go
stayed in school for fun
hahas i saw him in canteen todayi wanted to go over and talk to himbut i realised that i hav nth to say abthaishwhy like this?when i was sitting in canteeni nearly criedbut i didn'ti held my tears backi didn't want to crynot in schoolnot when he's aroundthen he left school alreadyi talked to davidand once again tears are dripping outbut i managed to hold it back againarrrgggghmm..for the fun parti keep hitting david using the newspapersso funny loand somemore i keep waking him up frm slphahasquite fun launtil siming talked about himi sian alreadyden david told me tat they all dono oso good laden someone(she) came to tell me smthshe told me tat he likes a 1t1 gerhaishnvm loif he like den he like loi oso cannot do anything alreadybut i really wan him backtats wad i hopehope it'll come trueif it doesn't den nvm leits beyond my controli cant force lovei'll just waitwait and waitwait till a day when i can wait no longerif that day really comes then i shall stop waitingi'll got to move on in life anywayi cant spend my whole life waiting jus fer himi'll jus gosian ladavid told me tis:"crying will only make u more upsset.."i guess its true bai'll stop cryinghaishup to him lodont wan type anymore lersvalentine day is around the cornersiani'll be celebrating it alonethough my frens asked me outbut i dont wani shall stay at home :)[i miss you!! pls return..]
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* euu brought me back to reality`