4:02 PM
i just reached home from school
feeling so sad
i dont know what to do
today daud came to look for me after school
he ask me to go find eugene
i really wanted to
but dont know what to say to him when i meet him
i'm so puzzled, so confused
i really wanted to cry when daud told me eugene is sad and angry
i mean its my fault
but i dont want him to be unhappy
one of my saddest moment of life
i really dont know what to do
can someone tell me?
i can only sit and think and then start crying
but still dont know what to do
god, pls tell me what should i do
i'm really very lost
just like a little girl lost, help me!
i dont want this to continue
crying everyday
thinking of him every hour
every minute, every second
i tried clearing whatever that reminds me of him
but no matter how hard i tried
it dont seem to work
he just messeged me
i dont know what to reply
i really dont know
i am so blur, confused and puzzled
i want to sleep
sleep forever and not wake up
even if i do wake up
i want to wake up knowing
that eeverything is just a dream
but it isn't
every morning i wake up
thinking of him
knowing that everything is real
though it seem so fake
someone pls help mie soon
i going crazy already
[sadness engulfed miieee]
;
* euu brought me back to reality`
