5:39 PM
after so long
finally i came back to blog already
thanks to jyrminn
she told me to create a new blog
and start a new
and here i am. hahas.
i'm so bored
so jealous too!
how? i want to cry but why?
im sad, angry as well as disappointed
today when i sat the bus home
i sat alone and thought.
thought for quite a long time.
then unknowingly, tears rolled out.
whats happening?
why am i crying over nothing?
i thought again. this time about why i cried
but i still cant figure out why.
im so stressed! i want go to the beach.
i dont want to ask jeremy already.
he's been accompanying me
and helping me for a long time already
now that he has a stead
i shall not disturb him
but i must admit
he's the best kor i ever had.
i just want to tell u thank you
thank you for everything you had done for me
i really appreciates it
yiqing missed such a great oppuntunity
you are such a good guy
one that any simple and plain girl would dream for
what i'm feeling now is like a little girl lost in the wildness
waiting for someone to pull her out of it
and there she goes
waiting and waiting
i can't type anymore already
my eyes are blurred
i think i'm going to cry already
i want to be back in my childhood
where i once was
where there's no troubles
there's no worries
its totally free
like a bird with wings flying about happily
play the whole day
don't even know what's problems
always having my cousin, quan with me
protecting me
picking me up when i fell
held me tight when i learnt how to walk
finding me when i got lost at the shopping mall
i really miss those day
soon all of us shift house alreay
no longer staying together
and lose contact too
because he don't join for gatherings
until recently we were together again
all of us grew so big already
but when we were together
it was as though we were back to the old days
our bond were so tight
i want to be young again
my brother coming home already
haish. sobbing. *waa*
byes.
takkire.
[promblematic ger in her promblematic world.]
;
* euu brought me back to reality`
